My Daily Morphine...

会いたくて 会いたくて 震える
君想うほど遠く感じて
もう一度二人戻れたら…
届かない想い my heart and feelings
会いたいって願っても会えない
強く想うほど辛くなって
もう一度聞かせて嘘でも
あの日のように“好きだよ”って…

Somehow, I enjoyed life in this tranquil and carefree manner...

I ain't full of emptiness, but with a grateful heart.

I’d rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not.

Right now, I just wanted the second hand to stop for a moment.

おめでっと！

わたしわ　ひとる　じゃないです。

Sophia's my new IN thing.

Those two (ice-cream pancakes) wanna chip into my wedding ceremony.

Looks like I've experimented someting. Yawen did you spot it?

Pancakes or teacups?

It's been four sweet and sour years.

Believe that there's no forever but there's everlasting...

I should have done this... I should have done that...

They were all nonsencial excuses.

Never will 'should' appears in the clinical settings where crucial moments happen in every single second.

I eventually realise the importance of every critical thinkings these three weeks.

Glee people, its all over. I've not been haunt by call bells anymore.  

My all-time obsession...

I guessed that's why I'm named 'ah hua'.

Name it in florals. I owned them all...

“I never regret anything. Because every little detail of your life is what made you into who you are in the end.”

1. I regretted why I didn't jot the three weeks time schedules.  Now the exel file is down....
2. I regretted stopping to use my honey. Now it couldn't access to the net.
3. I regretted not making my last day fruitful. Starting tomorrow, I'm experiencing denials once again...

Yes, spot me! I'm being active now. I simply login onsugar to scramp some worms on it.

I just had okonomiyaki fiesta with dad a moment ago. We had a whale of fun stuffing that for dinner. I'm lovin' the fish flakes which I had bought some time ago. I did six in a row today. Can you imagine that? I think I've mastered it already. I just did the ingredients and left the frying stuffs to dad cause I dislike standing infront of the sizzling oil. A shit cook like me with failed culinary skills who can put lots of sugars for soup to act as the sweetner can cook? Don't ever 'small see' me. Today's my second time doing okonomiyaki and I did refer to videos and recipes. Well, no one's perfect. People need references for perfections. I just followed the ingredients and measurements blindly. No big deal. It's just mainly veggies and flour which turns out to be called jap pizza/pancake. I'm gonna try other stuffs and let my sissies be my guniea pigs tomorrow. Cheers~

P.S: I think pretty soon, you'll dislike words. I'm just trying to be wordy now.

How do you know your friend is really your friend? It's simple right? You look at him/her, you recognize by registrating it into your hypothalamus of brainy, enough said. Well, maybe not, it may turns out that recognising people, even the people we know the best, is more about how they make us feel than what we see in front of our eyes. And when your feelings about someone got screwed up, it can be disorientating, even traumatic than before. People says the more the merrier. But unfortunately no. I think the more the disheartening it gets when someone hypocrites at you or lay man term - backstabs. It takes fruitful years to build the trusting relationship. Well, I hated someone to the bottom of my socks before. But eventually, decided to let go and became my xxx.

Hey bffs, remember how we used to gossip behind one another's backs? Acutally, we did dislike one another before. But as time gradually passes, hates turns to loves. Looking back, those were just blacks that turns to colours now. Things changes, we were no longer kidos. I love the current status that we're in. Though we seldom had gatherings, but every single gathers are making me looking forward to it. Thanks for the joys as well as the setbacks. They are the wanderous gifts that made me grow.

Day by day, nothing seems to change. But pretty soon, everything's different.

XOXO.

P.S: Did I just wrote an essay?

I freaking love this exciting drama with two seasons.  I just can't stop for a single second now already. A must watch to make your brains think!